I was talking with my parents back home and he told me that his uncle passed away yesterday. He was was admitted to hospital for 4-5 weeks due to illness last day doctor told he has tried the best he can or any doctor on earth can but they can hardly do anything more and patient has very less time so please take him home. Family members took him home once he reached home and he passed away in couple of hours... This was very disturbing for me..
How the person in such situation must be feeling that time when he knows he just has couple of hours.. he must be wanted talk and say bye to every one he knows.. he must be wanted to give warm hug to everyone he knows... he must be want to says sorry to everyone he hurt... but he can't do anything.. can't even get up from bed.. can't kiss his grand children.. can't even smile..(as he is in utter physical pain) .. remembers all the important stuff he should have done and shouldn't have done.. want to advice all his closed ones.. want to finish all... but God of Death cannot postpone his deadline.. and his program crashes rather than shutting down gracefully.. and one goes to sleep in with an unfinished task... its the similar feeling when someone writing an exam and it times up and suddenly you remembers answers to all your questions but examiner takes your answersheet and then you go on.. ohh i spent unnecessary time on this question.. and wrote lengthy answer to it..ohh if i would have got extra 1 min i would have finished this completed this, corrected that .. ohh i left this to do it at end but i didn't got time in the end to finish or ohh i totally forgot about it at the end... isn't it similar ? except the fact that after exams you just feel bad for a day r a week or till result or may be till next exam. See the grief of messed up things for which u worked only one semester remain till another semester.. Imagine the grief when whole your life come in front of your eyes.. suppose if you have done nothing bad but if you have done nothing good.. imagine the feeling of wasting whole beautiful life that god has sent you to experience and the experience that you have to narrate to him and the experience that he wants to listen from you... at that time does it matter if you make 1 million dollars a day.. or 1oo $ a day ??
Similarly when you end your day with all backlogs and go to bed, physically u will be sleeping because u r tired but.. mentally u still have those stuff on your todo list and its increasing.. On the other hand imagine u r going to bed with the sense of satisfaction that u have completed your todo list and does not matter if tomorrow u won;t woke up.... does not matter if u wake up late because anyways new day will start with completely clean plate with new tasks, new challenges, .. or u might want to take an off so u can keep it completely for yourself with no backlogs in your mind while practising this even if u fall sick and soon end your life, u don't have anything behind and u don't have mess in your head and u can calmly accept the invitation extended by God of Death and go with him like he is another friend.. without 11th hour begging for any extra hour and u are satisfied with what u did.. have that smile of satisfaction.. have a feeling that you have played best game of yours on the court of life and have calm sleep.. and get ready for the next thing that god has decided for you without having the hangovers from previous....
Remember Life is short..Life is beauuuuutifullllll.. see it with eyes of heart and live it like your last day..
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